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Jaehun Seo's avatar

What an amazing thoughtful reflection on your experiences. I was literally speechless after reading. Basically, I downloaded Substack after this 😆

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Kolia O'Connor's avatar

Kaitlan, this is Gus' dad, and I just want to say what an elegantly structured and eloquently articulated piece this is! Channeling Ocean Vuong perhaps. And I loved your referencing Andre Dubus, who was an old family friend, and an extraordinary writer, too. You have a lot in common with both in your sharp observation, the simplicity of your prose, and the complexity of your ideas. I hope you won't mind if I return to read more.

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Tom Bui's avatar

Beautiful, endearing, and powerful read. Thank you for sharing.

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sean's avatar

Kaitlan!! Beautiful piece of writing. I may not understand some of the deeper intracices of your piece, but I absolutely find your emphasis on self reflection and awareness to be inspiring and amazing. 🥺🥺

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Kaitlan's avatar

seannn i miss you <3 heehee thank you for reading, and lots more reflection will happen soon! we can always talk more too

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sean's avatar

yes! looking forward to ur writing <<33

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C. Han's avatar

The irony of ethnography and such academics is that one is only equipped to study once they become part of the very group that often marginalizes the people they study. But we differentiate ourselves at least in our awareness. You capture that perfectly and I love it

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Kaitlan's avatar

thank you for this comment, christine <3 definitely, definitely, and there is so much more to work through.

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